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For essentially the most half I’ve improved, it’s higher to be a person of your phrase than to be made out to be one thing that you just’re not and that most likely occurred as a result of I wrote a e-book, I used to be doing properly on the time I wrote my e-book, regardless of fires and jobs and any controversy with the defamation of my ex-Boss I’m assuming that anybody who hears your story taking a look at you considering much less of you thinks to problem you in a lower than humane manner I’ll by no means perceive upset that’s not my very own that’s not correctly disclosed and micro managed by a supportive group of people who’ve your greatest pursuits at coronary heart and perhaps my story will not be that story not till it’s commercialized that’s when forgiveness takes maintain once I’m not affected by the concerns of others and once I change into one thing higher than they’d anticipated is while you method new territory while you acknowledge that you would be able to’t predict the long run and you may management the long run by controlling individuals with previous data or realizations about life that you just don’t suppose their story represents or ought to be included in, typically it’s simpler to evaluate individuals from afar and perhaps content material will make extra sense to you when you’ve got recognized a topic that you would be able to perceive or comprehend extra dislike than like with and that’s the unlucky half about being me it’s not that everybody loves me that I’m loving it’s as a result of I don’t have enemies in life or issues with others to maneuver ahead in a manner that it does me a disservice to being anybody up in life once I’m doing properly that’s not a optimistic objective for journey in life to any time limit or reminiscence perhaps from an outsiders perspective they suppose they know you higher however that’s not develop by disclosures that solely created discomfort so whereas that’s the membership of odds in opposition to you in life to be misunderstood with everybody else understood that’s not my incapacity or psychological well being situation with anybody, in case you are required to speak one other your previous that’s to see what you’re like on the within then say that you just use or drink due to your life experiences or individuals and I don’t suppose that each one drink or drug use is for these points I feel having issues and going again out or misusing substances is one thing that creates psychological sickness by making use of a non drawback into an issue like voices a non drawback amplified or introduced then turns into an issue believed or sided with and I don’t suppose that anybody who doesn’t like me ought to use my physique to speak one thing to all to make individuals be satisfied that anybody has an issue with me as a result of I weblog to create a problem for me shifting ahead deal with me as somebody managed if somebody advised to do issues who does issues they’re not snug with and appears silly.

So this situation is what I appeared like and why all the pieces’s an excessive amount of now and why I’ve stopped running a blog it will need to have one thing to do with being at peace and never being at peace and what’s my loss and what’s it to me anybody’s situation with me I feel liking individuals or figuring out of individuals doesn’t require you to evolve or be taught something about life that you just don’t already know so what’s particular about me is that I’m in a position to doesn’t and regardless of whether or not I get sick or not and get well am in a position to talk properly in a manner that is sensible I’ll by no means perceive the upset of people who find themselves sad not describing myself in therapy of anybody else struggling in restoration it’s not a joke life’s not a joke and I wouldn’t have created a greater life for myself that I’m pleased with of I have been suicidal or self hurt on objective it’s not for consideration it creates a distance makes individuals not wish to hear from you and it’s that kind of feeling that others deal with you as if you have been straightforward to be near and declare to really feel threatened by you not doing properly and that’s not okay you be aggressive towards me like I’m supposed to just accept closeness earlier than intimacy or timing on my half on-line introduce me to the world incoherent to create a disrespect towards me then study by yourself these are some my arguments I personal and may use in court docket they don’t seem to be to disfavor or be used for experiment to empower anybody to check me provoke me or steal from me a stability or sense of peace disturb then faux to be me my id will not be a place that you would be able to change or modify to fit your wants based mostly on what’s of situation I’m 36 I date older and it’s no ones enterprise what occurs to me and when you don’t like what I’m about or when you suppose there’s one thing outdated or responsible or grose about me then take it to court docket however don’t beat me up and harm me so I look grose simply do you may say I’m scary of grose wanting or don’t deserve job or friendship or a life and trigger me suicide. Then don’t get near me and EVERYONE keep away from me, what weblog is for. That’s issues not figuring out for me the place everybody desires me to faux like nothing occurred or no unfavorable judgment has taken it’s toll on me what about my life my security my status my emotions my well being my progress!

Descriptions: Latest Discussions Non-public on my FB Web page and Updates Shared to Associates and Stuff Stored Non-public from Public Discourse so issues don’t worsen or actual for me in unfavorable manner made to persuade anybody to mistreat me on the premise of me not having the ability to determine how I obtained voices ….

E mail to Work with cc: to Spitzer (advocate)

Nonetheless have the flu don’t suppose I ought to go into work tomorrow can do business from home let me know if that can be okay, thanks to your understanding.

As well as engaged on complaining to FBI I’ve plenty of telephone hacking so please don’t ship any delicate data to my telephone as a result of it’s not protected as a result of somebody takes issues from my telephone and places it on-line I’m being defamed as a result of I grew up greatest associates with Sydney Simpson so because of this there are provocative shows of me on-line to create assault towards me private to have an effect on my psychological well being and worsen me and trigger me psychological sickness and self hurt hitting my head and resulted in inflicting me schizophrenia which I’m making an attempt to beat and return to work with out being ridiculed on-line and made enjoyable of for writing a e-book which I feel was vital on the time it was written 2018 to assist others to raised perceive the pointless stress that I obtained out beneath as a regulation scholar being punished personally as a result of I couldn’t deal with that nobody would discuss to me nobody would assist me and nobody would let me discuss in regards to the case and what to debate or to not talk about in relationship to means to assist others which isn’t open sport for individuals to assault me on the premise of what I learn research or take a look at and make enjoyable of me as not liking or learning issues which can be consistent with my cares on the earth and I feel due to the title of your organizational being made to hit my head on the premise of insult to say that I’m not a peaceable particular person my peace is disturbed by going via my issues non supporters to my greatest searching for proof to on the day of their selecting assist me or assault on the premise of my hygiene face whether or not I date or don’t date do me soiled at my very own expense not be believed or supported as clever considerate cautious and sort and maintain to myself don’t hassle individuals need assistance.

Forwarding this to Todd Spitzer my chosen advocate who I hope will decide what’s from me or being carried out to me and what foundation chosen to punish or staff up on me for what causes I don’t know I’ve not harm anybody so no matter sport system they both do or don’t suppose I assist on the premise of who I’m keen or not wiling for everybody to make enjoyable of me on the premise of OJ and the way I grew up near the household will not be okay if persons are properly appreciated profitable making a living deal with me like I’m not immune from alternative misplaced to be handled as a human being revered handled as silly or talked via to see what hits me insulted by.

FB Put up In re: to hate web page product of me with demeaning hashtags misidentifying me as unhealthy or lesbian or a faulty human being “delusional” connecting my content material to OJ to all.

How bullying on-line has affected me and prompted me voices the place my complaints and take down requests are usually not honored and I don’t suppose I need to be subjected to unfavorable attentions or entice a darkish or X rated viewers who I don’t must cater to or be used as a human physique to regulate to their temperament be manipulated or modified to accommodate the wants of people that have anger in direction of girls as straight or homosexual then harm or molest me or misread my energy or progress as not for the betterment of all I’m a hit story there isn’t a must deal with me as a girl who’s to not be impressed upon anybody on this ambiance be degraded and handled as replaceable or not of worth with optimistic objective who does make a optimistic distinction locally I don’t must be disabled or ridiculed or given incapacity for me to know my place or value locally on-line.

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What I am going via in personal it’s actually not anybody’s enterprise how I obtained voices I do my greatest to like an excellent life not hassle anybody work get jobs transfer ahead date if I could be loving be supportive meet individuals join and proceed to develop as an individual work impartial of others not have an effect on anybody with a non genetic pre-disposition acquired from a misunderstanding of who I’m or by what my face or physique appears like a dislike for me that I don’t have for others or assumption of me being extra than I’m in somebody disinterested in me who tends to assault a discomfort which is an undesirable closeness they get in alternate for my peace take out their aggression or upset or ego reactions out on me as if my being bears sturdy resemblance to one thing I’m that they suppose I don’t need to be with choice god me to get overweight snd ugly liking as a result of it’s simpler for somebody to just accept me as lower than than as somebody admired or considered as good and in order that’s how I get handled medically to evolve to what they consider me to make that true of me both a worry of a voice I hear till that turns into a actuality I might not maintain discussions that I can not have in particular person due to this fact I shouldn’t be handled as somebody who says issues in a powerful or assured manner who will not be useful of holding these discussions public.

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Victoria Joy
I am an independent lady, working hard to share my ideas from my experiences to the whole world. I want people to be happier and to understand that your life is very very important. Walk with me and experience the beauty this world can offer by following simple logical steps.


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